candle light and YOU

Hello my dear Aunt Taylor,
Sorry for absence. I've been so busy with the school. I've found a job in a Lebanese school recently. Good place and good people. I teach English to children, boys and girls. Grade 5 and 6.they are 11 and 12 years old.
I am still thinking about you. I've put your beautiful picture in photo frame on my desk in my room. Sometimes, like now, I light a candle and I put it next o your picture. Ur eyes are smiling in this picture.
You look at peace in this picture and I know that you are at peace now. You are such a beautiful soul.
Tonight it's yours. The moon and the stars and this candle and its light …all of them are brightening for you and in the memory of your precious soul and being.
Please take care of yourself on the other side of haven.
I know that you are here with me now…

Your niece Shadi
As always…

the book arrived

Dear aunt Taylor,
“The Spiritual Divorce” ,the book that you sent me in February , it arrived today!!!
I don’t know why it took so long !!! but receiving late is better than not receiving at all.
Thank u so much for sending it to me.its one of my favorite books.

you are such a beautifull soul...

miss you

Hi
How are you doing my dear Auntie?
I miss you . I’ve already missed you so much,
Remember “cuppy cake” song?
Iam listening to it now. And I remember all ur sweet words at the time I sent you the song.

http://sh.peirovi.googlepages.com/wberryShortcake.mp3

Tonight I feel so alone. I need you my dear aunt Taylor. I WANT TO BE WITH YOU RIGHT NOW!
Please come to my heart and talk to me again.
Friday night I had a dream . There was you and I .we were traveling to the Holy city of Mashhad in Iran.
My sister Maryam had a dream about you too .she told me that at her dream we were traveling together,you and I .
I miss you tonight. Please come to my dream tonight my dearest auntie.
Waiting for you tonight at my dream

Your caring niece
As always ,Shadi

The obituary for Helen Taylor Little

This is the Obituary that will run in the North Carolina Newspaper.July 12, 2008

HELEN TAYLOR LITTLE Born: March 22, 1950Helen Taylor Little 58 of New Port Richey, Florida died suddenly in her home early Saturday morning July 12, 2008. Helen served honorably in the U.S. Navy discharging in 1970. She is a graduate of Orange High School in Hillsborough and San Diego State University at California. Helen's life work was a labor of love caring for Alzheimer long term residents in the facility she created, designed and managed. She is a Certified and Accredited Long Term Care Administrator for the State of Florida. She served on the governor's board for Ombudsman and for many years acted as Co-Chairman, before becoming Chairman of the renown Spring Festival city event held annually in Pensacola, Florida. Retired as an administrator she became a successful published author while continuing to volunteer for a local elderly and disabled program. Helen is a Christian and a member of a local church in New Port Richey, active in church functions and their fund raising events.The younger of two daughters born to Reverend Samuel C. Taylor of Mebane, N.C.. She leaves behind this loving and devoted Father who taught Helen that the path to Heaven is straight and narrow but the journey is a wonderful and rewarding trip.Helen is survived by her close and caring sister Bonnie T. Williams, nieces Mindy and Teresa, nephew Darian, her only child and loving center of her life William Thomas Little, Jr. of Bakerfield, Ca., daughter in law Amanda and the Princess of her life, Jadyn, GrandDaughter. Others include, two wonderful stepbrothers Richard Perry of Mebane and Timothy Perry of Atlanta and their families. A very special Cousin Wade Jones of Laverne, TN. Helen's treasure chest of friends is too large to list but they all know who they are because once you came into Helen's life, she never forgot you and was proud to call you friend.Do Not Weep For Me, I Am in Heaven and I Am In God's Arms. Peace, Love and Light.


P.S. This is the link to the newspaper that is running the obituary for Helen.

http://www.thetimesnews.com/articles/helen_15622___article.html/little_taylor.html

Condolences may be sent to

http://www.mcclurefuneralservice.net/

Returning to this side of Heaven again

Hello my dearest Aunt Taylor,Remember Gramps? Dana's grandfather in your novel "Returning to Rockwell". Although he died,he was indeed more than just an ordinary mortal. God sent him back again .He continued his existence long after his apparent death.He could be seen by Dana and Gemma.I have the same feeling about you today.now i have changed your story a little bit(that i hope you don't mind).the name of the characters has changed : Dana is Shadi now and Aunt Taylor is Gramps! I truly see you smiling and walking around.Lets have a cup of tea together tonight my dear aunt Taylor.we will hve wonderfull time speaking about different issues,having fun and laugh as you've always wished. You can be seen only by me! Its gonna be great!!I shall prepare very nice smelling Iranian tea for you,that iam sure you'll enjoy it.Fee amanillahShadi
July 16, 2008

she stayed…

You know?
I passed so many people in my lifetime and so many days…
And I will pass so many people and so many days too..
Between all of those days,only one remained for me
Only ONE !!
Memorable day of a woman
who came to me
To stay
And she stayed…

You are walking with Jesus now…

Hi my dearest aunt Taylor,
How are you doing today?Hope everything goes well with you.

Remember you sent this picture to me and you told me that it reminds you of our friendship?

you were very right my Auntie!!

I know that now you can not only imagine, but also you can truly feel what it will be like when you walk by His side.what your eyes see when your face is before Jesus?Have you talked to Him about me? Send my blessing to Him please. Now you are truly surrounded by His glory.How does your heart feel? Are you standing in His presence now? Good!! That day came at last ,when you've found yourself standing by His side and forever worshipping Him.Are you dancing for him now?let us dance together my Auntie!
I guess you are truly happy today! My dearest Aunt Taylor, I am happy that you are happy.
I am happy that you are walking with Jesus now…
Have fun,and enjoy your time in Heaven.I'll meet you there very soon.Keep your eyes looking for me.wait for me ,I'll catch you soon there. Remember you told me " Sweetie, Your Auntie would never forget you?"
Please wait for me my dear Auntie. I wanna dance with you for Jesus .
Singing hallelujah!!!

From my heart to yours
Love and light and prayers
Fee Amanillah
Your Iranian niece ,as always Shad

To my Aunt Taylor

My Dearest dearest Aunt Taylor,
Are these people kidding me? What on earth they are talking about?
How can I believe that? they are saying that you are GONE!!! No!No!!!No!!!!!!!
You are still here .I can feel it.I can smell it.I can truly taste your sweet presence here,on this side of heaven with me.Yes!!!!" YOU ARE HERE WITH ME"
My Dearest Aunt Taylor,
You have been the one who taught me the true meaning of LOVE,Holiness,Humility ,and GOD. I became a new fresh version of human being with YOU.
Now who are these people who are saying that you are DEAD!!!
What on earth are you talking about?
My Aunt Tylor,my dearest dearest Aunt Taylor is still here with me.She is right here within my heart.She lives and exists in each and every breath I take.She fills my HEART & my SOUL at a same time..
Am I right my aunt Taylor?am I right?
Yea. Iam still here and you are just next to me.I still hear your inspiring words,your kind emotions,your pure heart, you beautiful eyes. Yes.you are still here and you will always remain my dear Aunt Taylor, as you've always said at the end of your letters.
Please come and fill my heart again with your beautiful inspiring healing words.you know how much I shall miss them? So plz come and hold me in your arms my dearest Aunt Taylor.
I know that you are reading this note. I shall leave you a comment on our blog till the end of my life on this earth.I wont leave you alone.Never!
I will always be by your side.you just ring the bell and I'll come running…
This is my weblog address ,plz come and leave m a note.i'll be happy to read your thoughtfiull comments.

Fee Amanillah
Your caring niece ,as always
Shadi